Thank you.

To all of you who donated to my Just Giving page and helped raise over £1000 for Great Ormond Street Hospital Children's Charity, this post is for you...

I went round Hyde Park with a wand in my hand,
Feeling so proud I'd raised over a grand.
The messages I carried spurred me on,
As without you, it couldn't have been done.

A very special Thank You to quite simply say,
Your kind donation has made someone's day.
The money we've raised will make such a difference,
Hopefully giving families a better experience.

Medical equipment to save a broken heart,
A bed for the night so families aren't apart.
Specialist research and expert staff,
Cheerful wards to make children laugh.

Some of you worried what you gave was quite small,
But add it up and look at it all!
Thank you again, on behalf of Amelia and me,
and Great Ormond Street Hospital Children's Charity!

xxx

I DID IT!

On Sunday I went to Hyde Park with about 10,000 other women to take part in the Adidas Women's 5K Challenge.

I felt very relaxed about the whole thing, knowing I put in the effort with my training and I was quite simply going to make it round the course best I could.  There were quite a few of us running for GOSHCC and we had a team photo before the race (I'm kneeling, 3rd from the right).

Then it was time for the warm up led my a Mr. Motivator type man on a stage surrounded by atheletic women in their lycra! I've only just noticed the enormous bear also taking part in the warm up! I didn't see it on my way round, so hoping I started ahead of it, rather than it starting ahead of me and beating me to the finish! I didn't quite finish the warm up due to needing a desperate wee. One more jump and I'd be doing a Paula Radcliffe.  My pelvic floor isn't what it used to be! Hmm, should have done more of those exercises!

After the warm up, it was time to find my starting place. I'd decided that I would be doing the 5K solo, without Amelia. I'd put a lot of effort in to my training and didn't think I'd be able to put it into practise if I was pushing Amelia around. She went with Daddy and my family to cheer me on whilst I made my way to the '35 minutes plus' zone.

Whilst waiting to start, I got talking to a lady called Sarah who was raising money for her local hospital. She was intrigued by the wand so I told her all about it. We got to talking about our strategy for the race. Like me she wanted to jog/walk her way round, and, like me, she was aiming to complete it in about 40 minutes! Brilliant, I'd found a jogging buddy! We set off and seemed quite well matched in our pace and when to walk for a bit. After about 1.5K though, I'd got through the feeling that my legs weighed 10 stone each, and was getting into my stride. We'd agreed beforehand that neither one of us would be offended if the other wanted to go on, so with a "might see you later" I went on ahead. Unfortunately I never did see Sarah again. I hope she made it round and achieved everything she wanted.

By 3K I realised I was on track to complete the course in 40 minutes. Averaging 8 mins per kilometre, it was important I didn't slow down too much. I knew my supporters would be cheering me on at the 4K mark and I wanted to be seen jogging past!  I was so excited to see them and as soon as I saw the giant GOSHCC flag in the distance I picked up my pace, giving a big smile and wave as I went past.

With just 1K left, I was nearly there! It wasn't the easiest of finishes. A few twist and turns, inclines and speed bumps to contend with but I turned the final corner and saw the finish line! Yippee, I did it in 41 minutes!

I had a fantastic time taking part and being around so many other women each running for their own reason was amazing. I feel proud of what I have achieved and even more so by the amount I raised for GOSHCC. But asked if i would do it again and my answer is still the same. Nope! I'd like to do an event with Amelia, but no serious running for me. I haven't got the running bug. This is the closest I'll ever get to running again...

and even then I'd much rather be leading the parade!!

GOSH: Amelia's story

25th May 2010.

Amelia's first trip to Great Ormond Street Hospital to have an ECHO, just 4 weeks old.

28th June 2010.

Amelia has a CT scan

14th April 2011

Amelia's operation day. Two weeks before her first birthday.

15th April 2011. One day after surgery.

Whilst the operation is common for GOSH, and we were often told by well meaning friends that "They do it all the time there", it is a serious operation and not without a number of risks.  During Amelia's operation she was put on a heart and lung machine whilst they stopped her heart to repair it. She was also given a complete blood transfusion. In the photo she has a tube to assist her breathing, chest drains to drain the fluid that built up around her heart following the operation, and external pace pacers should her heart need help getting back to it's natural rhythm. So you see, not at all simple but certainly successful.

20th April 2011

6 days after surgery, Amelia is allowed to go home.

11th September 2011

Amelia now. Raising awareness and money for Great Ormond Street Hospital Children's Charity.

My Just Giving page will remain open for another 3 months so if you still want to donate click here.

Looking back : Looking forward

Four months ago I made the decision to take part in this year's Adidas Women's 5k Challenge. My primary objective at the time was to raise as much money for Great Ormond Street Hospital Children's Charity (GOSHCC) as I could. Amelia's operation was still very fresh in my mind, being only a month prior, and I felt I needed to do a fundraising event sooner rather than later.

As the weeks and months have passed I have found the whole process to be a great deal more than just raising money. What surprised me was how much I needed to let go. Over a year of built up feelings needed to find their way out; training and writing this blog has proven to be a positive way of channeling these feelings.

Every time I went out for a jog in preparation for the Adidas Women's 5K Challenge, I would be thinking over my next blog post, thinking about the events that had led me here and how I could tell you my story in a way that would emphasise how much GOSHCC need your support, yet also in a way that wouldn't have you sobbing on the sofa for the rest of the day. Comments received about my blog plus the staggering total on my Just Giving page suggest I got the balance right.

Right from the start, I decided this was to be my only fundraising attempt; it is not going to be an annual thing so you can be assured I will not keep pestering you for money!  I would still like to take part in events for GOSHCC, but I will not be asking for sponsorship.  I still maintain that I am not a natural runner, although I may participate in the occasional 'fun run' for GOSHCC. In all honesty I can't wait to go back to the comforts of my Wii Fit, cross trainer and Desperate Housewives! After Sunday I will no longer embrace the outdoors for my fitness fix!

Crossing the finish line in Hyde Park on Sunday will not only represent the end of the race, but an end to a difficult year. I feel I've been able to make peace with what has happened and it is now time to move on and look forward. The journey has been positive, not only in Amelia's successful operation and recovery but in the fundraising that has been done since. I'd never had believed that I would be going round Hyde Park with almost £1000 for GOSHCC. I'm eternally grateful to all of you who have donated to GOSHCC, as without you, the hospital would not be able to go on looking after children in the way that they do.
xxx

The magic number!

Here it is, my race number for next Sunday!

It's all very professional and serious which scares me slightly as I am no where near professional (although for those who have given me their hard earned cash, I am taking this seriously)!

Along with my number I was sent a magazine outlining the event, interviews with past runners, advertisements from different charities, etc. I straight away flicked to the page about what to do on the day and where I needed to go. I discovered that I had to pick an appropriate 'zone' for my running ability. OK, let's see..

"The front rows at the start are for the elite and celebrity runners only"  Nope, not me!

"The next zone is for runners capable of 25 minutes or faster. There were just 150 runners who achieved this time last year so do not promote yourself to this zone unless you are a competent and regular runner and confident of running the whole distance at this pace".  I can't say I'm competent and I'm not feeling so confident here so I'm thinking... nope, that's not me! Next?

"Behind the sub 25 minutes zone is the zone for 25-30 minutes. Again this is for regular runners..." Hmm, don't think I'm suitable for that zone. Oh, dear is there going to be a 'zone' for me? Let's see about the next one...

"The next zone is for those capable of 35 minutes or faster. Most of you who intend to jog the whole way will be in this zone." Now this is sounding a little better. It was my intention to jog the whole way, however I have not achieved this in my training. I blame the many hills I have to encounter. Norfolk is supposed to be renowned for it's flat landscape yet there seem to be an abundance of hills and gradual inclines in my area! Silver Road and Constitution Hill are a dream to jog down; indeed give me a 5K downhill route and I'd love it!  But jogging up them? I'm afraid I have to walk.

"The final two zones are for those likely to take over 35 minutes, whose main aim is to simply complete the course."  If I had done no training I know I would be able to complete the course, so that's a given. If I do the combined jog/walk approach, as I have been doing in my training, this is probably the better zone for me. My target is 40 minutes. This seems realistic for me and if I do end up jogging it all I could lead the pack! Haha! I could win (sort of)!

There is an extra line that suggests an alternative. "...if you have children with you, and/or especially if you have buggies... you should start in this zone." This suggests I could go round with Amelia in her buggy! How great would that be?! After all, it's because of her that I am raising money for Great Ormond Street Children's Charity and doing the event. I'm sure Amelia would love to go whizzing round in her buggy and certainly something to be proud of when she's older. If it really is a possibility on the day, then I think this will be the number one option.

Decision made then! All that's left to say is please sponsor me if you haven't already!!! I'm really doing this, I even have a special GOSHCC T-shirt to wear, and it means an awful lot to me. Please show that you support me by clicking here. Thank you. xxx

They said it; They showed it.

This weekend my Mum celebrated her 60th Birthday; Hollywood Style! Amongst the glitz and glamour (and Johnny Depp cardboard cutout), there was a very special cause that was brought to everyone's attention - Great Ormond Street Hospital Children's Charity (GOSHCC).

Mum wanted to use her birthday party as an opportunity to add to the money already raised on my Just Giving page, and so told her guests that she did not want them to bring her a present, but rather give that money they would have spent on a gift, to GOSHCC.

The delight Mum had when totting up all the money was possibly far greater than the numerous gifts she would have opened. £300 was the total! An amazing amount of money. I think what it really showed to us was that all these people who said they cared - by asking after Amelia before and post op - had now actually shown they cared by donating to the cause.

With just over 3 weeks to go (goodness is that all?) until The Adidas Women's 5k Challenge and I close the door to this part of my life, I hope that those of you who have not donated, do. I know many of you cared a lot about how Amelia was doing during her operation, and you want to show you care but haven't got around to it yet. Don't put it off for another day, do it now, it doesn't need to be a lot. Click here. And if you've already donated, still click here and see how much you've helped to raise! xxx

On My Way

Training for the Adidas Women's 5k Challenge is well underway and going well. I try to go out 2-3 times a week and am gradually building up the distance. At home, I've got a certain little person keeping me on the move and I think she'd quite like to give the 5k a go herself - if crawling was allowed...

Just over 3 months ago Amelia had heart surgery at Great Ormond Street Hospital. Just look her now. This video is her little thank you to those at GOSH for helping her get to where she is today. Please sponsor me so that more children can go on to lead a better life and do wonderful things. x

Happy Holidays!

The schools have broken up for summer and we're all hoping the sun may make an appearance. Whether it's a vacation or 'staycation' for you this year, in the true holiday style, there may be an ice cream to be had!

Before you do go chasing after Mr Whippy, I've got a quick favour to ask. Perhaps you could sacrife one, maybe even two, ice creams this summer and instead donate that money to Great Ormond Street Hospital by sponsoring me to do the Adidas Women's 5K Challenge. You might not think a few pounds will make much of a difference, but added to everybody else's few pounds it will really add up! Just look at what your money could go towards...

£10 - could contribute to the building cost for the new Heart and Lung centre or could buy a large tin of paint to help decorate the walls and ceilings of a new ward

£20 - could buy four special neonatal masks, small and delicate enough to fit a new born baby's face

£35 - could help towards the cost of an operating microscope for one of the surgical theatres

£50 - could pay for five nights up keep of a patient accommodation room

£100 - could buy four toys specially adapted for the children to help with their rehabilitation

£500 - a respiration monitor to track a child's breathing

 

What better motivation is there to give up the ice cream? You can lose pounds in more ways than one! Not only will you look fabulous in your summer wardrobe, you'll also be helping to save children's lives. Go for it, click here!

The Map of My Life

One dark, cold November evening I found myself looking in the mirror and not recognising the person looking back. I looked old! The sleepless nights, breastfeeding (drink LOTS of water Mummies or you shrivel up) and the stress and worry that comes with having a baby (plus a little bit extra in our case) was taking its toll... on my face!
A quick plea to Father Christmas ensured that I could start the New Year without looking like the life had been sucked out of my face, but rather look youthful, fresh and radiant! (I believe what it says on the box).

Today I still have a little buffet of 'anti-aging' creams on the dressing table that I like to indulge in, but when I look at Amelia and her prominent scar on her chest I have to stop and think; why do we hide these wrinkles, lines and blemishes? Each one tells a story. The little round scar form chicken pox... the scars on my eyebrows when I misjudged doors as a child... the lines of worry when we found out Amelia had a heart condition and then a few more when she was in hospital... the lines of all the happy days, both before and since Amelia... So many lines of happiness that far out number the rest. Yet we all do it, cover them, disguise them, any way we can. We try to cover up the map!

I am sometimes sad that Amelia's map has started so young. My little baby, born so perfectly on the outside, was not quite perfect on the inside. She needed a little bit of repair work and now has a souvenir to prove it!  As I come to terms with it though, I look at her scar and feel proud that she has overcome such a big hurdle and hope that she continues through life with this determination and strength. I hope she is proud of her scar and doesn't try to hide it away (although that could be awkward when she's older, considering it's position, and I'm not so sure her Daddy would be too thrilled)!

The next time you're covering up your map - and it's ok, I'm still covering up mine! - have a little think. What does it say about you and your life? Good times, bad times, they are all there and make us who we are. xxx

Our maps.

To help other children, like Amelia, so that they can be fixed, click here

Every cloud...

Do you find yourself making a wish when you blow out those birthday candles? Or at Christmas pulling the turkey wish bone? I do. Always have. When I was little I'd be wishing for those material possessions that I thought I really couldn't live without but as I got older I started to wish for the things I didn't have control over. Health, happiness, etc...

I distinctly remember when pregnant with Amelia pulling the turkey wishbone and making that wish all Mummies-to-be make; that my baby arrives safe and healthy.  For the vast majority, that wish comes true. Anyone who saw the recent BBC series of 'Inside the Human Body' will know how miraculous this is, as timing is crucial. But what happens when the wish doesn't come true? You've done everything you should during your pregnancy; taken vitamins, eaten healthily, exercised, not smoked or drunk alcohol... the model pregnant women, but your baby is born with a problem? What then? If anyone is reading this who is going through, or has been through similar, I hope this helps.

Firstly, it's not your fault. It was such a difficult thing to come to terms with when we discovered Amelia had a heart condition. The devastation and disappointment that comes with being told there is something wrong with your baby is awful. You have to question, did I do something wrong? In Amelia's case it all came down to a blip in her genetic make-up. From the moment of conception there was a tiny bit missing on her 22nd chromosome and there was nothing that could change that.

Secondly, it makes no difference what you read/don't read. I never read the section at the back of the pregnancy books that talked about the unexpected because I didn't want to 'jinx' it. On reflection, I still don't think I needed to read it. Why build yourself up to a range of different scenarios? But either way, it makes no difference. Like I said, Amelia was destined to be a certain way from the day dot.

Thirdly, you can cope with this. Hormones are an absolute nightmare at the beginning which really doesn't help. But talking to the wonderful doctors and nurses at both our local hospital and Great Ormond Street Hospital is a great comfort. They are with you all the way. So to was our local doctor's surgery. We were never made to feel like a nuisance when we were worried about a cold Amelia had. Their doors were always open or just a phone call away. The NHS have personally given us a wonderful service.

Lastly, when you get through the worst days of your life you are rewarded with seeing your baby with a new zest for life. Amelia is coming on leaps and bounds. She's still behind her peers but she's catching up.  I think I perhaps appreciate each little bit of progress she makes that little bit more because it's been so long coming. I can't wait to be run off my feet, needing eyes in the back of my head and an extra pair of hands! I've had it too easy so far!

... My cloud doesn't have a silver lining. Mine is bright, shiny gold and I wouldn't have it any other way. xxx

Keeping the magic alive

The 'magic wands' post was a real success in terms of promoting my blog and getting donations to my Just Giving page. My initial target of £200 has been reached and I'm hopeful that the amount will continue to go up.

It got me thinking. How could I represent all this 'magic' that people were donating? To not only show my gratitude but to also show tangibly how individual donations build up to create something big.

I came up with this:

This wand will have all the names and messages attached from those who have donated. If you want to feature on the wand click here to donate. The plan is that I will carry the wand with me when I do the Adidas Women's 5km Challenge on 11th September, so you'll all be with me!  Who knows, it may even give me a little boost if I start to flag!

Before I end, if you're reading this thinking "Why does she keep going on about magic and magic wands?"  It's not because I have a secret desire to be Tinkerbell or Harry Potter. No. Let me just remind of Great Ormond Street Hospital's slogan...

Magic wands

One of the first things you think about when you're little one is poorly is "I wish I could swap places with them."  Whether it be a snuffly cold, recovering from painful injections or about to embark on a 4 hour operation; all you want is to make it better, take it away with a magic wand.

I would have given anything to swap places with Amelia so that she didn't have to go through a major operation. But I couldn't. I had to place all my faith and trust in Great Ormond Street Hospital. They don't have actual magic wands but they do have a miraculous team of doctors and nurses.

A few weeks ago I read a live blog by The Guardian that followed a 2 week old baby girl's heart operation. It was fascinating reading, along with the pictures that accompanied the piece.  Whilst the baby was not having the same operation as Amelia, there were many parallels and it gave me an insight of what actually went on whilst Amelia was in theatre. The scale of people and machinery, on which I'm sure any operation relies upon, is huge. There were seven health professionals in theatre with this baby, along with the head surgeon, not to mention the machines that monitor and keep the baby alive.

So where am I going with this? Here's where. Victor Tsang, the senior surgeon at GOSH spoke about many things regarding the surgery but this stuck in my mind...

"I can't give you an exact figure on how much an operation like this would cost. As well as surgery it requires ward resources, intensive care and other scientists supporting what we are doing in other laboratories. But it is very expensive. I would estimate around £50,000."

£50,000!

I'd always wondered how much in monetary terms we 'owed' GOSH for fixing Amelia's heart but never thought that it could be calculated. Yet here it was. An estimate admittedly, and not for the same operation, but it gives some idea of the actual expense. I realise that GOSH isn't completely funded by public donations, but without them the quality of care just wouldn't be the same. Each donation is like that magic wand; helping children and their families.

I couldn't possibly raise that amount of money in my lifetime, even £5,000 would be a stretch but what about £500? My current target is set at £200 but somehow it just doesn't seem enough.

I've raised around £150 so far and I am so very grateful to all those who have put their hand in their pocket and donated. Family, close friends and people I've not seen for years; even people I have never met! I'm so touched that they care about Amelia's story and want to help towards others.

So go on, your turn. Click here. Just a few pounds, it doesn't have to be a lot. Then you can sit back and feel proud that you've helped make a difference to a child. You've waved your magic wand. x

The long and winding road...

OK, so the road may not be that long at the moment or winding but the training is well underway and I'm starting to get into a routine. I'm currently working on my first mile out of a total of three (technically 3.1miles, but let's not get picky). I have three months, so a mile a month is what I'm working on. Maths in action there folks!
My training really turned a corner this week (excuse the pun) as my body gets used to jogging in the real world and I start to get the hang of pacing myself. No more whirring of the cross trainer, hidden away in the spare bedroom with my eyes glued to desperate housewives. Oh no.. Time to let the public see me sweat and hear me huff and puff like Darth Vader. Nice.
Now, Facebook followers would have perhaps read the status updates, one in particular stating, "Jog done. I'm not gonna lie, it ain't fun." I was feeling particular fed up that evening, seriously questioning my ability to run this 5km. When I began training I started out with a short circuit round the block, about 0.5km, and would repeat. In just a couple of weeks though I was running round in circles three or four times. It had got boring and I was loosing my motivation. I had tried taking the iPod along for company but every time I ran a few metres the silly headphones would just pop right out of my ears! *sigh*
So the next trip out that week was to be different. Still no iPod, the battery was now flat, but I had a new route planned; a longer circuit that I would not have to keep going round and round and round. Off I went, with a spring in my step and I did it! My first mile. Yay! Need to perfect it a little before we set to work on the next mile, but I'm starting to feel confident about this challenge.
Thank you to all of you who have sponsored me so far. It really does help to keep me motivated and determined to achieve something I've never done before. xxx

Here comes the science bit...

I've realised that a fair number of people do not know the whole story of Amelia's heart condition, what it is, how it came about and what was done about it. This is completely due to me not saying very much until now.

On Wednesday 28th April 2010, at 4.48am, Amelia was born. She had swallowed meconium during birth and she was very phlemy and bunged up. This wasn't a huge concern, doctors helped to suck out the mucas and things were improving.

I had yet to fully establish breastfeeding and so to help a fretful and hungry Amelia get some food in her tummy she was given a bottle of formula. Amelia guzzled it down so quickly that her newly developed skill of swallowing could not keep up and she choked. She was taken down to the Neonatel Intensive Care Unit (NICU) and had an x-ray to check if the milk had gone on her lungs. For any new parent this was a worrying time but little did we know that this was the beginning of a string of events that, looking back, was all happening at the right place at the right time...

The doctor on duty that night was a heart specialist. Looking at Amelia's x-ray he could see that her lungs were clear, but there was something not quite right about her heart. There was a visable hole between the lower two chambers and as a concequence one of her valves was not functioning properly. Amelia had been born with a congenital heart disease called Tetralogy of Fallot which reduces the heart's ability to circulate oxygenated blood.

This diagram provided by the British Heart Foundation illustrates the differences between a normal heart and a heart with Tetralogy of Fallot.

Here comes the explanation... concentrate!  The Ventricular sepal defect (VSD) is the hole between the two chambers. Amelia's operation involved sewing a patch over the hole. The narrowed pulmonary valve has been widened so that blood can flow to the lungs properly.

Although Amelia's heart is technically 'repaired' it will never be completely normal. The pulmonary valve is still abnormal and does not close properly meaning blood leaks back into the right chamber. As a result the valve has to work harder than usual and, over time, may become enlarged. This will have to be monitored over the years and it is possible that Amelia may have to have another operation when she is a teenager to replace the valve.

In addition to having her heart repaired, Amelia also had to have a the artery to her left arm (the subclavian artery) moved. It was unusually coming off the artery to her lung (left pulmonary artery) and had to be repositioned to where it should have been formed, on the aorta. This was a straight forward procedure and carried out successfully. The way Amelia's artery was formed is unconnected to her Tetraolgy of Fallot.

Hope this all makes sense! It's taken a year for me to get my head around it all, so if you got that all in one go you've got a good Biology brain!

Thanks for taking the time to read this extra long post.

xxx

Pause for thought...

Rewind 7 weeks ago when Amelia had her op and it's as though someone pressed the 'play' button. Since the age of about 8 months her body had effectively been on pause. Every single ounce of energy was being used to power her heart meaning she was not developing physically in the ways most other babies do. At most she would roll onto her side and had mastered sitting without support.

Fast forward to today and I have a little girl who is ready to get moving - at last! I marvel at how each day Amelia is getting visibly stronger and the speed in which she is changing. In just one week she has gone from lying on her back to rolling over, doing push ups and an attempt at crawling that makes her go backwards!

I know I've said it before, and I will continue to say it all the time I raising money for GOSH. Amelia's future would not be looking so positive and exciting if they hadn't fixed her. GOSH continue to help poorly children and support families every day. Our stay was a short one and a successful one. Not all families are as lucky as us. If you are reading this and haven't donated yet, please do. For the research and technology that enables children to get better; for the parents who need a place to stay whilst their child is in hospital; for the continuing re-development of the hospital, making it a modern and comfortable place for children to be.

£10 - could contribute to the building cost for the new Heart and Lung centre or

could buy a large tin of paint to help decorate the walls and ceilings of a new ward

£20 - could buy four special neonatal masks, small and delicate enough to fit a new born baby's face

£35 - could help towards the cost of an operating microscope for one of the surgical theatres

£50 - could pay for five nights up keep of a patient accommodation room

£100 - could buy four toys specially adapted for the children to help with their rehabilitation

£500 - a respiration monitor to track a child's breathing

So there it is. Put a little in the pot and be part of something special. xxx

Fit for the challenge

Now, I know I've said that I 'don't do running', but I'm certainly no stranger to exercise. I'm aiming to complete the 5k challenge in a relatively good time. I've owned a cross trainer for 3 years and whilst it went through a period of being banished to the garage, it has been re-instated in the spare bedroom for several months. Along with episodes of Desperate Housewives it is helping me banish that 'baby belly'. Mentally willing myself that all this exercise WILL leave me looking like Eva Longoria is the perfect motivation - hey got to have a goal, right?! Alongside Wii Fit plus (I upgraded-woo!) I like to think I lead a fairly active lifestyle whilst having a bit of fun at the same time. Amelia often sits on the floor whilst I work up a sweat and she usually keeps herself amused with the mountain of toys that surrounds her. That is until she decides I'm much more entertaining and so likes to watch.... and laugh!

So in the comfort of my own home, exercise and me are pals, but outside is a different story. Eventually I'm going to have to pound the pavements and see what it actually feels like to run on solid ground. If I'm honest, I'm a little nervous about this. Indoors I can huff, puff and sweat with no worry of people looking at me, but ouside... I shudder at the thought. In an attempt to go unnoticed I may have to find a hat and some shades. Or will that just draw more attention to me?! Either way, let us not forget... it's all for a great cause. x

Time to raise some money!

Hi all!

If you're reading this then you will know I've signed up for the Adidas Women's 5k Challenge. 5k, you say, not very far. But I don't really do running! More like a light jog or quick dash to the car when I come out of Tesco and it's raining. When I was at school I hated anything that involved running down a grassy track, unless it was the bean bag race - I aced at that, thanks to my Mum sticking my hair in bunches that balanced that beanbag perfectly on my head! (Thanks Mum xxx).

But things are different now, I have a purpose which doesn't involved being chased by a cheetah. I want to raise lots of money for Great Ormond Street, a charity that I can't thank enough for what they have done for Amelia. To put it simply, without them Amelia would not have a long, healthy future ahead of her.

If haven't already, please sponsor me. If everyone I know sponsored me £5 I can maybe even beat my target! In return I will run my socks off on 11th September. In the meantime keep visiting my blog and I will keep you updated on my progress.